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5/31/08

Money

Finally! Monday I get paid! This day's going great....ish.

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5/29/08

My Lingering Problem

I've got a real problem now. To try to run from it is useless. Hiding from it is out of the question. I'm too far in this to try to escape the easy ways. There's no tweleve step program for this. To all that are reading this: Don't watch pornography. It fucks with your mind.

Life, Hope, Dreams.....

Where do they come from? And where do they go? Such meaningless things....Yet so...meaningful. Life sucks most of the time, but now I'm finally seeing how green the grass is on my side of the fence. I wish I could help my friend see that. But then again, I'm still looking over the fence.

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P.S. This post has some reference to the final battle in Final Fantasy VI Advanced. (Kefca)

5/18/08

It's Time....

I know what I have to do. There's no time to think about this. I'm going to do this. No. Matter. What. I'm keeping my friends. I'm tired of being wierd. Now.....I'm gonna stop being so damn emotional. It's time to bottle these things back up.....until later. I've got three friends. And I plan on getting more.

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5/13/08

Damn Me!

This is bullshit. I can't believe I'm mistreating my best friend. It's not HER fault that I'll never make it in this world. It's not HER fault that I want to die. All that she ever did was try to befriend me.

And what tdo I do to thank her? Try to force her to do something she'd told me that she wouldn't. I'll never forgive myself for this. I can't believe I'm so selfish! I hope she can find it in herself to forgive me.....If she doesn't, I don't blame her.

5/12/08

Damn

Why is it that this always happens? First I meet someone that I think is my best friend. One big argument later, we're not talking to one another. I worry so much, yet I know I can't do anything about they're problems. Maybe I should just become mean.......Either that or a heartless bastard, like all the other guys.

5/7/08

Hiyas!

I FINALLY got my password right! Sorry for not posting in such a long time. Wow. New month, huh? I'm making some goals for myself:



1. Loose some wieght(Like 20 lbs)



2. Stop putting my heart into things I'm sure will fail(e.g.: relationships, etc.)



3. Finish my History classes.



Other than that, I'm good



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