exams

The final exams are here now. After that, the end of the semester. I survived my first semester of college. Not sure how to feel. this whole thing was mandatory for me really. I expected myself to get through it. I just hope that I do good in algebra... DVD

Eh

I don't know who to trust anymore. It seems that everythign life has to offer is problems and disappointments. I keep trying to make it work, but it keeps throwing it up in my face. Oh well....Always death to look forward to.

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Okay That Hurt

Okay so. Walking three miles uphill. Not for me. Not yet. I did it. It hurt like hell. But damn it I needed pants!

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Ultimatum

Maybe I don't want to die. Life does have some good things I guess. Plus I'm gonna die anyway. It's inevitable. Atleast I can have some fun now though. I'm a brony, btw. I've found all kinds of My Little Pony songs made by my fellow bronies. And everypony should at least watch the pilot episode. It'll make a brony out of you.



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Well....

I guess someone somewhere wants me alive. And since I made a few too many promises to not commit suicide, I'm stuck here for now. I had a good night, at least. I went to my first concert. If I had the choice to die, I'd choose tonight to be my death

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Life?

Who cares about liiving. No one notices you anyway. I'm not putting any big dents in any special area. I probably never will. My relationships are always doomed to fail. I'll never look or feel good. So what do I have to live for? I'm starting to not even care about Armageddon. When the world ends, what then? Nothing.

That's all there is. We are self destructive beings. We're even worse than roaches. And like roaches, we must be wiped out entirely to prevent a new pandemic.

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Funny Joke

So I realized something today:

Whenever a couple brings along a single friend the friend is called the "fifth wheel." So when the couple brings along a two single friends, they're considered "a fifth wheel and a spare tire just in case."

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Life....Ha....

Funny how everything gets worse as you go along. Everything hurts more. Everything looks worse. Does it ever really get better....? Death seems to look nice on these days.

I don't tempt myself though. I wouldn't stop. I'd go right off the edge. I have no real reason to live anyway....

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What a Feeling...

For some reason, I feel weird. It's been happening the last few posts. I'm acting differently apparently. I'm not talking as much. People are starting to worry. I'm starting to worry. I don't know what's going on, but I'm sure it'll be okay soon enough....I hope...

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LOL

Sometimes people need to rant. Apparently I hold emotions back pretty good. I just end up letting them all fly out lol. Oh well. Guess that's just a part of life huh?

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Heh...

I aparently suck so bad at words that even here, the place where I've been able to do things the most, I continue to ruin things. I guess I'm just not meant for human relations....Oh well. At least I still have death to look forward to...

Wow...

Welll, I have a sick, sick mind...I laughed at two girls, one cup. If you don't know what that is, you're lucky. In any light, this was a good day. Got up early and got to shower. That's good I guess.

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So...

This has been a good week all things considered. Sure I had my share of issues, but hey, I posted almost everyday. :) I got better at algebra, which will help me greatly. I finsihed a rough draft of a paper. And I got to play through a video game. So yeah, this week was better than most.

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Life

One thing I can say is that it's getting better. After taking time to avoid those who I can't seem to be normal around, I'm getting better at being me. Wish people would stop acting like it's the end of the world, though. Sometimes you just need a few...months...to yourself. Thankfully none of them have the same classes I do.

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Fuck it

I don't care anymore. I don't give a shit about making friends, or finding "love". They're all just lies. Illusions we use to hide from our pathetic truths. Well I'm through running. I don't need hope. I don't need lies. All I really want is to get to a point in my life where my existence isn't just to step on people's toes and get in their way.

Me....

I suck at words. People misunderstand me....I hate it. I really want to let this all go. But I can't. I have to go on. But for what? I'll never understand this living thing....

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Me

About what's been happening since the last post.
I've gone to Missississippi College, a Christian university. I've met a lot of nice people there.
I've realized that I have a lot to learn about social ettiquete. I still have the social maturity of an eight year old. It's betting better...slowly.
I'm learning to swim.

The reason it's been so long: I forgot the damn password...again >< Not that anyone reads this lol. But still. Maybe someday someone'll read it and it'll help them see how their life can get better. Or maybe I'm just wasting space on the Internet....

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